Hello Guys! I dunno why I am updating htis one but oh well! How have you all been? Life's good... grounded... I'll get over it... love you guys

I love Him!!!! <333333333333333333333

...all night of worship- A*M*A*Z*I*N*G...

...people change...

... Court's house... KFC...early nitey nite...sleep... AMAING STARS...Ihop...

...umm just pray guys... I always seem to have something inside of me that holds me back... fear... life...

... Louv you guys...

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Hello Wonderfuls! I just got back from the Becca Anne resort! yes! ha so I had lots of fun at her house... pool, tv, freakin wierd movies, DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION, food, and animal noised! score! aww I love that gurl sooooo much! Got home from shopping with my aunt and had to go to work... it was ok tho! Ha I took my braids out yesterday and looked like a fluffed out poodle! yess! noooo! haha! So I GREATLY ENJOYED THE GAME! like you guys have no idea.... hehe ha-woa! Cami and Stacie made t-shirts for Matt and Tj and went off the Kennesaw vs. Campbell game! Mustangs won! ha too bad for all those campbell ppl! j/k so yeah Friday was pretty fun I got some coke stuff for my room! Work was kewl I got to see Jacob Carrigan!!! aww he's the cutest! All praise and worship toniite in youth! ya boii! ha I'll only be in there for half the time... I think its gonna be a good nite... God is gonna work in some ppl tonite! score!!!!! Welll thats alll I have to sayy so I will see most of you toniite and for the skool freaks! I'll holla at cha Monday! wow

~_*+*To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world*+*_~

...hey...

SO this weekend was cool... got my nails did on Friday niite and then worked. BECCA ANNE AND KRISTEN G. SPENT THE NITE-YAY!!!it was a niite to remember *wink* yeahhh! but it was really fun, always with Becca-you kno how we do- So then on Saterday I went to tutoring with Veronica and it was cool... then we played spoons while we waited for my mom. Came home and cleaned... went to Plato's Closet and bought some cool clothes... went to youth and worked.. then praise and worship and left with JESSIE AND TIFF TO IHOP! yay!!!! so then we came back to the churchizzle and waited around for Mich to took life forever and day to freakin leave!!! so its me, becca, tanzi, twin 1 and 2(tanique and tenaj) and courtney s., cari, and samantha! good fun... junk food, the word "hott" and lots of pictues... Sunday I went to church and then to Esme's wedding and it was freakin awesome... reception and then church again...now home and sleep!! yay- ttyl

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So I have a lot on my mind... confused, frustrated, tired, but I smile for life. Gosh so on the bus home I was looking out the window and saw the life outside in three different ways...like thru the window shades, it was kewl and made me think. sometimes I think about how point of veiw works- like how would I see myself from someone else's view! I think that I put off a veiw for people to see me that isnt really me... wow I;m confusing myself. why can't people forget yor past? Nobody is perfect... everyone makes mistakes and people need to learn to forge that. How can I hold onto something so horrible from the past... God and time can overcome anything! The bigger you make something the bigger it is.  Be the bigger man and apolgize for your mistakes and mess ups... don't say uoi forgive and not forget b/c then you havent completely forgave. Take responsibilty for your actions, after all you control you... Emotions are so confusiing, although only as confusing as you allow it to be. You know that you control your actions, thoughts, emotions, and the forbidden words that come out of your mouth. "Ask and you shall receive, what ever you need" As with good intentions nd you wont be dissapointed. Why do people blame God for what happened to them? He would never let anything horrible happen to you- you allow it to happen to you. **When you are going through a trial, turn to God- he is waiting for you to seek him.. when he puts us thru trials he does it because he knows we can handle it-therefore he would never put us thru anything that he knows we can't handle. The harder the trial is the stronger we are and the stonger we will become.**

Tiffani's suprise party got canceled... so now I actually have to buy her a present! lol... it would have been the best gift!!!

Skool is going pretty good and I am getting to know Alex! he is amazing! Early release today so I was happy... youth tonite! I have been asking God to rid the drama and its working... I am becoming less involved and when there is drama it just makes me mad and it seems so stupid to me!!! yay! Ross is gonna teach me bass! I miss Sam! I'm gonna go to Mexico-yess- ... I'm pulling myself away from Theo... PRAYER PLEASE!!! I am taking on too much and really all I need is God and to stop seeking other things, so please pray for me!

I BOUGHT THE SWITCHGOOT-NOTHING IS SOUND CD AND I AM SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!! YAY

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